ThePhenomWillRISE!!

 04:54 am He said... Kill me already! I can not shoot myself while your finger is fixed on the trigger You brought me to this world And now I want out with no return ticket If this suffering was your plan for me, please, Just kill me already I need not remind you of the prayers I cried my heart out to you, I begged But you left me in debris I have not heard your voice since  If I did, I wouldn't be here doing this And certainly, I can not hear you now And I can not bear this hell and your silence much longer I listened to them talking about you, and the word 'hope' was repetitive in their tongues I have been hopeless repetitively You've never given me hope to begin with  yet I still believed in it because a Sunday School teacher  looked me in the eye and said 'God loves you I was a naive little boy, I believed anything from a grown-up  I have an infection of self-doubt when I think about being hopeful I needed a cure but now we are past the illness and sadly I d...